oves her mother at her own age, sees and loves you at my age,
loves her mother broken-hearted, loves you through your dreadful
trial and in your blessed restoration. I have known this, night and
day, since I have known you in your home.”
Her father sat silent, with his face bent down. His breathing
was a little quickened; but he repressed all other signs of agitation.
“Dear Doctor Manette, always knowing this, always seeing her
and you with this hallowed light about you, I have forborne, and
forborne, as long as it was in the nature of man to do it. I have felt,
and do even now feel, that to bring my loveeven minebetween
you, is to touch your history with something not quite so good as
itself. But I love her. Heaven is my witness that I love her!”
“I believe it,” answered her father, mournfully. “I have thought
so before now. I believe it.”
“But, do not believe,” said Darnay, upon whose ear the
mournful voice struck with a reproachful sound, “that if my
fortune were so cast as that, being one day so happy as to make
her my wife, I must at any time put any separation between her
and you, I could or would breathe a word of what I now say.
Besides that I should know it to be hopeless, I should know it to be
a baseness. If I had any such possibility, even at a remote distance
of years, harboured in my thoughts, and hidden in my heartif it
ever had been thereif it ever could be thereI could not now
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